Monday Morning, December 17, 2007

1. I had a ton of fun last night--even without a voice.
2. I got pepto-bismol as my white elephant gift. I had to give up my massager (though my housemates stole it back for me).
3. I still have no voice. I think I need to go see the doctor.
4. I'm drinking eggnog with coffee for breakfast. I think this will not really help my throat, but I'm doing it anyway.
5. I'm going to another holiday party today. For another white elephant.
6. Tonight I am nervous because we are supposed to be doing house affirmations. I'm not sure what to say.
7. I'm still processing a lot of anger. My ex-boyfriend has written me a blank email after no contact since April (my choice). I want to punch his face in. now is not a good time to contact me, since I am so angry at you, it would end up bad for me and for you. Possibly when I am done writing angry letters at you in therapy and can forgive you with honesty and integrity, maybe then I will be able to even look at your name without wanting to vomit. But for now, that's not the case. Leave me alone please.
8. There is a new baby next-door. It was crying last night, this makes a total of 10 people living in a 3 bedroom apartment.